Friday, July 10, 2009, 12:51 AM

Wednesday, July 08, 2009, 4:31 AM

I want nobody nobody but you!

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you feels wrong

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things to say
But do you honestly except me to believe
We could ever be the same

You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes'

You should've said no, you should've gone
home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go

You should've known that word.
'bout what you did with her will get back to me

And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

I can't resist before you go tell me this
Was it worth it, was she worth this?
No, no, no, no, no, no






Monday, July 06, 2009, 7:24 PM









On growing up.

its youth day.
today's the day he's gone.
tmr you're gone.
although you and I both arent considered youths anymore,
but forever young right?
we made a pledge and i hope we accomplish them by the time you're back.

this excerpt made me wanna cry.

"Bee, I want to talk to you about the college thing, okay?
[Bumblebee does a dance] "I'm so excited and I just can't hide it..."
"Hey! I'm not taking you with me!"
[Bumblebee downcast]
"Bumblebee, just hear me out okay. You know freshmen aren't allowed to have cars, that's all it is. It is best for both of us. I know it doesn't sound like it but... you're an Autobot, you shouldn't be living in my dad's garage. I mean you're suffocating in here. Hey will you look at me please? Hey, come on big guy..."
"Look, the guardian thing is done, okay? You did your job. It's over with. You've gotta be something else, you've got have a bigger purpose then just me, Bee! I can't be the end all deal in your life!"
"What is"... "your"... "purpose"... Sam?
" I don't know. I wanna... I wanna be normal, I want to go to college. Everybody has this, and I should be able to experience this. And I can't do that with you.
[Bumblebee bursts into tears; literally, with his windscreen cleaners malfunctioning]
"Come on... it's not the last time I'm gonna see you, you know? Come on, don't do that... Bee, you're killing me..."
"You'll always be my first car man. I love you."

I think watching that part had more impact than reading the quotes.



Sunday, July 05, 2009, 5:28 PM



Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?

Did you try to live on your own when you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins,you're in ruins.







You've been trying to tell me something
But I never understand
I feel like we've been going around in circles
You look at me like I've become a stranger on the street
A skeleton that's hiding in your closet

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter
But you feel so far away
You're leaving tomorrow
but it feels like you're leaving for good already.

I'm going to be a happy positive girl from here on.
No more dull moments!



Friday, July 03, 2009, 6:25 PM



"I don't let anyone touch me."
"Why not?"
"Why not? Because I was tired of men. Hanging in doorways, standing too close, their smell of beer or fifteen-year-old whiskey. Men who didn't come to the emergency room with you, men who left on Christmas Eve. Men who slammed the security gates, who made you love them and then changed their minds. Forests of boys, their ragged shrubs full of eyes following you, grabbing your breasts, waving their money, eyes already knocking you down, taking what they felt was theirs.
"Are you gay?"